Ayahanda yang aku kenal

Ayahanda yang aku kenal
Aku tertidur sebentar
Tiba-tiba aku berada di kebun langit itu,
Ayahanda panggil akuBersolat bersama
Aku malas aku biarkanAyah aku mengadap Allah
Hati aku tiba-tiba hiba
Hati aku tiba-tiba sayu
Aku dengar doa itu,
Doa Ayah ku
Doa di lautan tujuh itu
Begini bunyinya…
Ya Rabbi!
Duhai Allah
Yang menguasai langit dan bumi
dan menciptakan diri ini
Yang menetapkan jantung ini
Yang memberikan nikmat yang tiada bertepi
Engkau lah yang mencipta dan menguruskan diri ini setiap waktu
Rabb!
Buka kan hati ni agar selalu sedar
Bahawa diri ini milikMu,
Jangan biarkan kelebihan yang Kau kurniakan
membuatkan aku ujub,riak,
dan takburRabb!
Jangan engkau biarkan pemberian MU memperguna
diri ini
Betapa pun dunia ini engkau berikan.
Jangan biarkan dunia ini mengisi hati ini
Cukupkan hati ini hanya engkau ya Allah
Jangan biarkan pujian dan penghargaan mahluk-mahluk Mu
mencuri hati ini
Jangan biarkan kedudukan mencuri hati ini
Ya Allah izinkan hati ini hanya untuk MU
Hanya kerana MU
Hanya merindukan Mu
Hanya berharap pada Mu
Tiada tuhan selain Engkau Pencipta Diri ini
Tiada tuhan melainkan Mu Ya Allah

Aku melihat suci hati Ayah ku
Aku terus meluru Bangun memeluknya
Ayah ku yang tercinta
Ayahanda ku terus mencium dahi ku
Airmatanya mengalir laju
Aku paham harapanya itu
Pesan ayahku
Mudah-mudahan anak ku ini
Tubuhnya lekat pada dunia,
tapi hatinya lekat dan mencintai Allah Maha Esa
Semoga apa yang aku berikan itu
kamu manfaatkan senantiasa
Dalam pelukan itu
Ayahku sempat bertanya
Kamu dah jumpa Dia?
Aku hanya mampu tersenyum
Lidah ku kelu tidak terkata.


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Gula yang ku makan itu manis rasanya
Gula yang ku makan itu manis rasanya
Wahai sahabat kuyang sedang lena beradu
tidakkah engkau inginmemegang seraut wajah-NyA
tidakkah engkau tahu erti kecintaan pada wujud yang Ada.
wahai sahabatk uyang sedang lena beradu
tidakkah engkau teringinmerasa kemanisan malam itu
tidakkah engkau tahu ianya semanis gula
wahai sahabatku yang diselubungi selimut busuk itu
tidakkah engkau rasa badan mu berbau busuk
tidakkah engkau rasa hampirnya nisan itu
wahai sahabatku marilah bersamaku
melempar katatentang Agung dan Perkasa-NyA
tentang Kasih dan Sayang-Nya
tentang lemah dan hinanya kita atas dosa dan noday ang pernah kita percikkan dulu...
azhar a.k.a curasimanjakini(jalan pulang itu ada........)
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RAMADHAN DATANG LAGI

Sedang aku leka dalam pelukan-Mu

Rejab ghaib di dada langit

Syaaban tenggelam disebalik awan

lalu ku lihat selangit tamar

ditanam dibibir jauhari

diukir secawan zikir taman hati

dilafaz bersama sekalung kalimah suci

lalu azan subuh mendakap kalbu

di sini cinta melaut kembali

ibarat selautan kasturi

lalu terbuka pintu-pintu langit

indah lagi berseri

Ramadhan datang lagi

lapar dahaga iman diuji

sesaat rindu kasih menanti

dalam debar cinta bersemi

Terawih menunggu di malam hari.

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EPILOG CINTA
Epilog Cinta....
Aku bersendirian dikamar yang indah ini
dengan hamparan sungai-sungai permata,
berdindingkan bukit-bukau menghijau,
bertemankan tasbih dan kitab suci.
Lalu aku ukir pada taman hati ini
zikir-zikir dan munajat
untuk renungan mereka yang halus hatinya
dan dekat hatinya pada Allah.
Sejauh mana pun kita terbang,
namun sebenarnya hanya bersandar pada Dia
kita dapat melihat kalbu-kalbu bersayap riang
dikerumuni pohon-pohon zaitun yang manis rasanya.
Di situ wujud diri adalah seikhlas hati
dalam menerangi insan-insan lain
dalam melihat kewujudan Maha Suci Allah.
Dari situ kita bongkar rahsia-rahsia
dalam sujudyang penuh kusyuk
lalu disampaikan hajat dan mengadu keluhan hati
yang tidak terjangkau oleh akal manusia ini.
Tatkala itu, kalbu-kalbu mula terasa rindu
pada dia yang kekal abadi.
Suara-suara hati kita mula berasa
getarakan sulaman cinta bersama-Nya.
Zikir-zikir kasih berbaris-baris tunduk
dan sujud pada Allah,
lalu perasaan hati kita tenang
setenang tujuh lautan yang berdiri diatas Zat-Nya.
Dimalam yang barakah yang penuh barakah itu,
titipkan hati ini pada kalam-kalam Allah
dan pujian itu adalah pada-Nya.
Lalu kita puji Muhamad
kerana dia lah kekasih Allah
dan Muhamad itu menyimpan rahsia-rahsia Allah.
Tangisan yang menyapa pipi
dikala berzikir memberi pengakuan
kecintaan ini pada Allah.
Lalu kita rasa sungguh terharu,
kenapa perlu bongkak
sedangkan pada Dia wujudnya diri kita
Lalu sedalam-dalam taubat itu kita luhurkan
pada nadi-nadi yang bersuara
didinding dosa yang mohon keampunan.
Pada malam itu, kita bersedia
dan terus bersedia mengabdikan diri pada Allah.
Dipersinggahan bulan yang mulia
yang datang sekejap cuma,
terasa amat cepat.
Terkejar-kejar hati ini
berdansa memegang raut wajah-Nya
tatkala pintu-pintu langit itu terbuka.
Betapa rindunya hati ini pada Dia.
Dia yang meliputi segalanya.
Aku cinta pada-Mu
Izinkan aku mendakap keagungan-Mu
Benarkan lah aku menyampaikan berita gembira
pada mereka yang lupa pada-Mu.
Entah esok atau lusa aku fana dalam dakapan-Mu.
Allahuakhabar.... Allahuakhbar... Allahuakhabar......
Jangan engkau tutup pandangan itu.
Lihat lah aku. Lihat lah aku ada disini.
Bukakanlah hijab itu.
Dinding Sirr yang memberi aku
pandangan makrifat-Mu.....
Dalam tangisan yang tidak bersuara
kita berjanji pada-Nya.
Tangisan yang jatuh
dari helai-helai keinsafan berguguran
di atas sungai kudus.
Lalu diangkat ke langit disemai
dengan zikir-zikir kudus
dan disiram bersama daun-daun pelangi.
Lalu hati kita mula rasa tunduk
dan tunduk pada-Nya.
Sejahat mana pun kita, keampunan itu senantiasa ada.
Maka kita tadah tangan berdoa
seraya merebah diri mengaku Dia lah ALLAH.
Maha Suci Allah. Lihat lah Dia,
kerana Dia dekat dan sedekat urat leher kita.
Dalam kita menuruni lembah-lembah duka,
kita bingkas bangun dan berdoa
kerana Dia senantiasa mendengar
keluhan hati orang-orang yang mukmin.
Pohonlah wahai sahabat-sahabatku.....
dan katakanlah kamu kenal Dia!!azhar a.k.a curasimanjakini
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PAS minta penyokong puasa sunat untuk Manek Urai

PAS minta penyokong puasa sunat untuk Manek Urai
KUALA LUMPUR, 9 Julai: Mursyidul Am PAS, Datuk Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat dan Presiden, Datuk Seri Abdul Hadi Awang telah mengarahkan agar semua ahli dan penyokong PAS serta semua mereka yang bersimpati dengan perjuangan Islam melakukan puasa sunat pada hari Ahad 12 Julai ini.Pada malamnya, mereka diminta bermunajat untuk memohon kepada Allah agar diberikan kemenangan yang cemerlang kepada calon PAS Mohd Fauzi Abdullah dalam pilihan raya kecil Manek Urai 14 Julai nanti.Demikian kenyataan yang dikeluarkan oleh Datuk Mustafa Ali, Setiausaha Agung PAShari ini.

Friendships Quotes

"The rain may be falling hard outside,But your smile makes it all alright.I'm so glad that you're my friend.I know our friendship will never end." -- Robert Alan

BUILDING YOUR HOUSE

Building Your HouseAn elderly carpenter was ready to retire. He told his employer-contractor of his plans to leave the house-building business to live a more leisurely life with his wife and enjoy his extended family. He would miss the paycheck each week, but he wanted to retire. They could get by. The contractor was sorry to see his good worker go & asked if he could build just one more house as a personal favor. The carpenter said yes, but over time it was easy to see that his heart was not in his work. He resorted to shoddy workmanship and used inferior materials. It was an unfortunate way to end a dedicated career. When the carpenter finished his work, his employer came to inspect the house. Then he handed the front-door key to the carpenter and said, "This is your house... my gift to you."The carpenter was shocked! What a shame! If he had only known he was building his own house, he would have done it all so differently. So it is with us. We build our lives, a day at a time, often putting less than our best into the building. Then, with a shock, we realize we have to live in the house we have built. If we could do it over, we would do it much differently.But, you cannot go back. You are the carpenter, and every day you hammer a nail, place a board, or erect a wall. Someone once said, "Life is a do-it-yourself project." Your attitude, and the choices you make today, help build the "house" you will live in tomorrow. Therefore, Build wisely!

Choose to Be Happy at Work

1. Happiness is largely a choice. I can hear many of you arguing with me, but it's true. You can choose to be happy at work. Sound simple? Yes. But, simplicity is often profoundly difficult to put into action. I wish all of you had the best employer in the world, but, face it, you may not. So, think positively about your work. Dwell on the aspects of your work you like. Avoid negative people and gossip. Find coworkers you like and enjoy and spend your time with them. Your choices at work largely define your experience. You can choose to be happy at work.
Image: Copyright Rasmus Rasmussen

2. Do Something You Love Every Single DayYou may or may not love your current job and you may or may not believe that you can find something in your current job to love, but you can. Trust me. Take a look at yourself, your skills and interests, and find something that you can enjoy doing every day. If you do something you love every single day, your current job won't seem so bad. Of course, you can always make your current job work or decide that it is time to quit your job.

3. Take Charge of Your Own Professional and Personal DevelopmentA young employee complained to me recently that she wanted to change jobs because her boss was not doing enough to help her develop professionally. I asked her whom she thought was the person most interested in her development. The answer, of course, was her. You are the person with the most to gain from continuing to develop professionally. Take charge of your own growth; ask for specific and meaningful help from your boss, but march to the music of your personally developed plan and goals. You have the most to gain from growing - and the most to lose, if you stand still.

4. Take Responsibility for Knowing What Is Happening at WorkPeople complain to me daily that they don't receive enough communication and information about what is happening with their company, their department's projects, or their coworkers. Passive vessels, they wait for the boss to fill them up with knowledge. And, the knowledge rarely comes. Why? Because the boss is busy doing her job and she doesn't know what you don't know. Seek out the information you need to work effectively. Develop an information network and use it. Assertively request a weekly meeting with your boss and ask questions to learn. You are in charge of the information you receive.

5. Ask for Feedback FrequentlyHave you made statements such as, "My boss never gives me any feedback, so I never know how I'm doing." Face it, you really know exactly how you're doing. Especially if you feel positively about your performance, you just want to hear him acknowledge you. If you're not positive about your work, think about improving and making a sincere contribution. Then, ask your boss for feedback. Tell him you'd really like to hear his assessment of your work. Talk to your customers, too; if you're serving them well, their feedback is affirming. You are responsible for your own development. Everything else you get is gravy.

6. Make Only Commitments You Can KeepOne of the most serious causes of work stress and unhappiness is failing to keep commitments. Many employees spend more time making excuses for failing to keep a commitment, and worrying about the consequences of not keeping a commitment, than they do performing the tasks promised. Create a system of organization and planning that enables you to assess your ability to complete a requested commitment. Don't volunteer if you don't have time. If your workload is exceeding your available time and energy, make a comprehensive plan to ask the boss for help and resources. Don't wallow in the swamp of unkept promises.

7. Avoid NegativityChoosing to be happy at work means avoiding negative conversations, gossip, and unhappy people as much as possible. No matter how positively you feel, negative people have a profound impact on your psyche.

Motivation Quotes

1. "The boss drives people; the leader coaches them. The boss depends on authority; the leader on good will. The boss inspires fear; the leader inspires enthusiasm. The boss says "I"; The leader says "WE". The boss fixes the blame for the breakdown; the leader fixes the breakdown. The boss says, "GO"; the leader says "LET'S GO!" H. Gordon Selfridge

2."Ability is what you're capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it." Lou Holtz

3."Human beings can alter their lives by altering their attitudes of mind." William James .

4."Twelve Priceless Qualities of Success:1. The value of time.2. The success of perseverance.3. The pleasure of working.4. The dignity of simplicity.5. The worth of character.6. The power of kindness.7. The influence of example.8. The obligation of duty.9. The wisdom of economy.10. The virtue of patience.11. The improvement of talent.12. The joy of originating."Marshall Field

5. PLAN while others are playing.STUDY while others are sleeping.DECIDE while others are delaying.PREPARE while others are daydreaming.BEGIN while others are procrastinating.WORK while others are wishing.SAVE while others are wasting.LISTEN while others are talking.SMILE while others are frowning.Kids go where there is excitement. They stay where there is love. COMMEND while others are criticizing.PERSIST while others are quitting."William Arthur Ward

Funny Stories

A guy walks into a bar, sits down next to another guy and immediately notices the guy has a very large Bic cigarette lighter.
The first guy says “Wow, that’s a huge lighter…where did you get it?”The guy replies “A genie from this bottle granted me one wish.”
“Great, can I try it?”“Sure.”
The first guy rubs the bottle and the genie appears. “You are granted one wish” says the genie.
The guy says, “I want a million bucks!”“Done” says the genie and disappears.
A few minutes go by and suddenly the bar door swings open and pouring in come ducks. Thousands and thousands of ducks falling all over each other through the bar door.
“I can’t believe this,” says the guy who had just placed his wish, “I asked for a million bucks, not a million ducks!”
The second guy then says, “Do you really think I wished for a 12 inch Bic?”

Family Day at Sedim

Kata-Kata Hikmah

Kekayaan yang sebenarnya ialah akal...

Kepapaan yang sebenarnya ialah rosak akal..

Sepi yang sebenarnya ialah kagum dengan diri sendiri...

Dan kemualiaan yang sebenarnya ialah akhlak yang baik.....

Saidina Ali Bin Thalib

Jatuh kali pertama itu pelajaran

Jatuh kali kedua itu kelalaian

Jatuh kali ketiga itu kebodohan

Jatuh kali keempat itu peringatan

Jatuh kali kelima itu kegagalan

Jatuh berulangkali itu kejayaan...

Manusia selalu tertumpu hanya pada satu pintu kebahagiaan yang telah tertutup,

Sehingga lupakan pintu bahagia yang lain terbuka untuknya,

Bilamana dia tersedar, pintu-pintu itu telah tertutup buatnya..

Manusia ketika lahir dia menangis, dan orang sekeliling tersenyum,

Hiduplah sebaiknya dengan penuh manfaat,Agar bila kau mati kelak, kau tersenyum dan yang di sekelilingmu menangis pula..

Lahirnya kita diazankan di telinga,

Matinya kita kelak disembahyangkan,

Pendeknya kehidupan ini hanya sedetik di antara azan dan solatnya..

Bersyukurlah pada ni'mat-ni'mat kurniaan Allah,Kerana setiap ni'mat itu nilainya kehidupan kita,Tak percaya?Cuba tutupkan sebelah sahaja matamu,Sebahagian dunia ini lenyap dari pandanganmu..